Hello Again after 4 years!

I'm very happy to be blogging again after being locked out of google for what 4 years!!! Much has changes and Im going to be giving this a total overhaul and makeover. Im turning over a new leaf in my life, my boys are nearly grown up, my Austin is going in the Navy next month and most likely leaving for boot camp in early March, my son Jordy will be 17 in 5 weeks and life has been rough on mama and yet I am stronger and brighter and more wonderful than ever. This sparkle is not gone from my eyes and for the first time in my adult life Im going to have time and the ability to really take care of myself. I outlasted everyone and everything and all the bullshit they drug into my world and Im still standing. I am so completely proud of myself and my abilities and life is good again. Nothing wonderful comes easy and this year was difficult but here I am in my own house enjoying all my beautiful surroundings under the christmas lights and glow from this gorgeous tree. Life is all around me and what I have created and the home I have made for myself and my children is both charming, relaxing and beautiful. Thank you God for all my blessings and for always being my rock and the one thing I always believed in no matter what. I know you have plans for me and are the father who has never abandoned me. I know you care for me and have searched my heart and found special favor with me. I look at my children and I know this is true. I look at my grandparents and I know this is true. I look at my job and my friends and I know this is true. I am so grateful for my life.