My Life in a Timeline

1969 Honkey tonk woman, 1st street, Johnson is president, Moon Landing on my parents first anniversary July 20th

1970 Vine street, my dads motorcycle,

1971 Sesame street, Mrs Beasley, Family Affair, Courtship of Eddies Father, Wichiepoo and Pufnstuf

1972 Jeff and preschool mrs drews cookies and koolaid

1973 green boat summer Chris Lavella Brenda Dole

1974 my dad left, Kindergarden Mrs Rhunke, missing my dad, the goodbye girl song made me cry every single time, went to CO with G & G summer, Jeff Mud pies, Connie West goin down the highway...

1975 Philadelphia freedom went on a date with my mom to a soldiers house in ellis heights, Cruising, adapting,

1976 1st grade Mrs Bachman, Randy marries in Jan, Crissy July Alanna May, worlds of fun, Bootsie

1977 2nd we moved to GA, spanked at school, OJ, trailer, Coal miner, beat with a switch

1978 3rd came home and big ugly divorce again, Spruce street, fire, run away praying for our dad to save us afraid to tell him what is wrong, gogo boots and that man chasing me

1979 4th lookin for some hot stuff.. my wild mom, Grama's attic summer and Washington School in the fall, double dutch jumping ropes, Mrs McNairs,

1980 5th gr solid gold, Lincoln Circle, Lincoln School, Flowers in the attic, met my Billy in 5th gr, football cheers w Brandi, summers skiing at the lake and camping, lots of fun, Ozarks Sleepy Hollow resort, My blue bike crash, tastee freeze choc bananna

1981 6th grade st x purple rain 1st kiss from Larry before xmas break. , my xmas play that we performed, Larry throwing Brandi's make up on the roof barbazon model, skiing all summer, Drive in life is great great great wonderful good

1982 7th gr bad bad Mr Buz in class, bad rotten kids, Joan Jett, Big Cheese Pizza, fun max, tried out for cheerleading fist went through the low ceiling and injured

1983 8th mrs glaser mythology, To Kill a Mockingbird, called Danny Chambles a fag in front of the principal, Uncle Pat

1984 9th15 grade Dave N in Chapman, super sports volleyball, bb, track, Mr Willard science, wild & my Billy
1/21/83Me and BP & U Bob 2/11/84, driving permit, you'll get mad..., def lepp, break dancing, California coolers

1985 10th 16 Big John Stud and the greatest summer of my life, checker, then crazy alvin

1986 11th gr Alvin stocking commissary, big fights, lots of drama, ditched John the jerkoff PHut

1987 Senior & College at K State Chris H and dates, Chris ate the fish at my moms & Oscar/JT/JOE DL Concert & Pizza Hut

1988 Spring college- summer PH beach partying and new job 1NB 1st date with MPM 10/15

1989 June 17th wedding and a great summer and fishing lots of friends over

1990 1st anniversary put put golf, good times, and PG in the fall--Sue turned into the nazi

1991 Austin and lots of good times, moved to south bank & quit went to SCDC

1992 get off at 3:15 it was heaven with a great job and new baby and PG with Jordy Mac

1993 New baby, problems, 93 flood, home for the summer heaven, lost my precious grampa

1994 Norfolk May CNB on my bday! SNL &stress, bills, fights, brenda and eddie going down

1995 Total Hell and no relief, never more alone than this. daycare diapers bills awful

1996 10/19 Las Vegas 10/23 D Day Gramas sick in May, we go to ozarks. grama Aug 20 blurr

1997 Butterfly, skinny, mini skirts, tan, blonde, swimming pool, yesterdays, 10/4/97 Mike W total love, Dave W slowdancing at Cece's wedding --this was a great great year, total transition, X mas Titanic came out

1998 Jan 23 MW :o) night of love, party party party Italian Dennis crying in the bar, I loved him and HOT

1999 not hot, looking and not finding, in sorority, growing, becoming, work was crazy refi

2000 skinny summer at 221 gorgeous fun, strong, stable, single woman. Hives in Oct after Marty got married-- prednisone bye bye Nicole on a one way trip to hell

2001 Hives at 7th st house so so so bad, moved to Kiowa Ct June 1, refi'd car, better good summer, lots of tears wondering why, missing g&g extremely, no safe place, 9/11, desperate prayer on Halloween (best looking witch I've ever seen) and then Rob

2002 weight issues, finances wrecked, these next 3 years were awful and total learning of very hard life lessons, no relief, lost, abandoned, really really frightened and alone

2003 weight issues, financial stress, summer sports baseball is my heaven

2004 weight issues --these three years were not easy. Growing up, getting smart, processing disappointments, Mike got married and devistated, no love, no nothing. Extremely unhappy and our family photos show it. All time weight high. And then the fall slowly brought relief to me. Baseball summer nights heaven

2005 New house, big wreck while moving, whole new life and it was prayer totally answered by God in a haha gotcha big way--Steve- new world on the computer, good guys still out there somewhere, walked every single day in March and April. Jordys last summer of baseball, full moon nights were total heaven. Fun summer & Went on my first real date in Sept in so so so long and it was wonderful. In the arms of a sweetheart wild dude. Sept 19, 2005 me and steve on the best date of my whole life and him too he was an angel

2006 Kiowa Ct, good times, dominoes and SNL with my kids every weekend, parties, sleep overs, funLife is still out there and I realized that I am a total woman and my whole life is a red carpet ahead of me. Im here, nothing to learn, no lessons to soak in, no books to read, just live. Just enjoy every moment because this is my life and love it. Sun shining on me once again. Steve wasn't the one for me but I loved him for bringing hope and sunny days back to my life. NYE party with the whole fam was wonderful lots of pics and good times, hot dogs on the patio on the little grill under full moon after Jordys game and a bud light!

2007 not a good year, pretty awful except for one week in July in the ozarks in the pool with my kids.

2008 at my moms, skinny girl, loved my surgeon lol (rediculous idea, hello hes an arab)much working out at the Y, looking good feeling good, determined to move at Christmas on my 10 day vacation. Lots of journaling, poetry, not happy but making the most of it.

2009 wango tango freaking nutty life meets a flying punch in the face. I got us into a house by the miracle fates and took back my life with a vengeance. Celebrated every holiday, every birthday, sleepovers, fun nights, life a bit different, kids are older but life completely restored. Incredibly proud of myself, disappointing family relationships, choosing life and appreciation for a second chance. Family never meant more, difficult but perhaps my proudest moment and greatest year. It was intended to be robbed from me and I yanked it back by any means possible. Total success!