Life is calling

I'm so excited, it's a little scary being "old" enough to know better now.. Seems like I have put all my own plans on hold and Paris is but a distant dream. I haven't had the chance to do the things on my list yet but life is calling. My baby is going into the Navy, My baby baby is almost a senior and then life will take a new road for me. I haven't had the time or resources to dote on myself or my hobbies or interests maybe ever. Not since I have been a mom at least and I can't deny the sparkly feeling behind the next door. I cant deny that Im excited and my life is taking a new direction and I have no intention of being idle. Ive done my job and set myself up for a nice transition, perfect credit, long term stable employment in a challenging field, Im focused on my health and taking good care of myself and being joyful. I am so blessed, the void in my life is someone special for me, but I'm sure God has big plans for me. I can hardly wait, Paris, Nice, Venice, Rome, Cannes, Greece, Tuscany, all the incredible places Im going to go, Florida, New Orleans, Hawaii, I can hardly wait. Ive enjoyed being a mom and loving my kids and focusing on them and making our memories special and as they go out into the world and make their way, I cheer for them and I cheer for me too. The golden moment is here again.. my life.