Sweet memory
I spent some time this morning with an old friend and just brought back memories of a special time I had long ago put away. I couldn't help but smile to remember how it felt to be so young and wild and rediculously naive. Our group of friends were pretty close and his best friend was my special friend too. Years have gone by and I don't keep in contact with him anymore but I had this silly girly smile on my face. I could not stop thinking about those incredible nights and slowdancing at Trishas wedding and acting off in the clubs. His green truck at my house, up and down my street all hours of the day and night. Like a frozen moment in time shiny and sparkly and pure magic. He was so special to me and I wouldn't trade those moments together for anything in this world. You know, the way someone looks at you like a wolf, he just killed me with those big brown dreamy eyes and so tall and strong, snuggly warm and safe. Age 27, my favorite mistake.
posted by Nickie at 10:14 AM
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well I stumbled across his fb page this weekend through a mutual friend and would be lying if I said my heart didn't sink. That was so long ago, and it was nothing, but it was everything.. It was, and there will never be anyone to outshine him in that way. His children are beautiful and so thats all that matters and how could I wish him anything but love and happiness. He doesn't look the same anymore at all and this person who used to be so important in my life is a stranger now.. Life is a series of hello's and goodbyes.. it was sad and yet very freeing to me, this closure in a way and not ever need to look back with anything but fondness and love and now I can happily and eagerly turn the page
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