Halloween is my favorite holiday!



I know I do weird things like enjoy driving through cemetaries just to look at how old the stones are. My biggest collection is Witches. I love witches and I have hoards of them in the closet about to come out and decorate this house. When I was a little girl I was laying with my head on the window sill late at night holding mrs beasley in our house on Vine street. I saw something fly across the sky and it was too big to be an airplane and too close to be just a vision. I always knew it was an angel, my one little gift to prove to me that we are more than piles of dirt and bones that live and die and it's over. It's said that if you look for miracles you WILL find them. As all hallows eve approaches, I can feel the world change and I notice things around me, I do definitely have a 6th sense, just being very perceptive and open to ideas and communication. I was having a very dark time some years back and I remember sitting on the floor of my bedroom just wishing calling out for some sign that my grandma could hear me, just anything, because she was my touchstone and she was gone. Nothing happened and that made me question it for awhile. But shortly after that I started having dreams, so vivid and detailed that I knew that was her way of being with me.
Kinda like right now, I was at odds with my dad because of the usual and never ending nightmare with his hag and I hadn't felt comfortable making the first move or spending time with them. I had a dream one night that my dad just came and sat down next to me on a bench in the park and hugged me so tight. It was my grandmother telling me that he loved me and don't stay away, dont let her win. That was my grandmas way of pushing me towards him and it was too real, too unexpected, I understood what that dream was about and she knew just what to do. When I was moving to this new house I lost my wedding ring somewhere. I have no idea where it is and it is gone out of my jewelry box. As soon as realized it was gone my bad luck stopped. My whole life did a total 360 when I lost that stupid ring and it was a well needed change and I should have trashed it long ago becuase it would only be bad luck for anyone.
When I moved into my other house down the street we looked everywhere for the stupid little knob on the dryer to make it come on. We looked in the back of the ryder truck, along the sidewalk, in the kitchen, behind the dryer, everywhere possible. I joked to myself comeon grampa where in the hell is it? We looked all over again and finally got out to the truck and there was the knob about a foot away from the edge shining at me and I just had to laugh. We were just there and it wasn't there. So that was a little peculiar
My grandma's alarm clock went off on the exact time of uncle pats birth on his birthday the year after he was killed. That was his way of telling her he was there and he was ok. Too much of a coincidence to be a coincidence...
So as the seasons get closer and little oddities all around us become brighter, just pay attention to the little things because miracles are all around.


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