Friday, June 24, 2005

TIMES 3

I really do believe that what a person sends out into the world is what will come back to you. If you are negative and ugly at heart it will manifest itself right onto you and no good fortune will ever shine through. Like attracts like and you have to be the change you want to see in this world. I'm so grateful in my life right now. At this minute I have everything I need to be happy and just to stop and feel it and understand that this is high. Im young and happy and healthy and no worries, nothing is wrong, nothing at all and just enjoying my life and things might fall apart tomorrow but it's all good today. I've always been lucky and felt like there was an angel on my shoulder. No matter what happens I always land soft and take off running and that is because of G&G. So much went wrong but so much went right and I can't even imagine what a mess I would be if it wasn't for them. Last year was so hard and I prayed for a change because I was lost and sad and boom hell house is gone, big wreck in Jan, crazy tailspin ended and suddenly I was me again and the sun was shining and I could slam that door so shut and it was a brand new sparkly day! Not what I meant in my prayers but I definitely got what I asked for. Everything is so good now and I just wish that I could have my personality now and look like I did when I was 20-- Wishful thinking but it's not out of reach at all . All I have to do is just follow through and this total 360 this year made me realize that it's never too late. Im grateful that Im smart enough to know when the sun is shining and life is really good and I know some blue days are ahead but I won't dwell on it. Here and now everything is incredible. I thought that my shiniest day was all over and it hadn't even started yet...and for that Im grateful.

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