Melting snow on the 1st Spring weekend

I had the nicest weekend just spending time with my kids, well Austin at least. I made a fabulous dinner Friday night Olive Garden's chicken scampi which is to die for and then blueberry pancakes and sausage for us this morning. We stayed up late last night to watch New Moon and I heard him on his phone telling his friends he watched it with my mom like it was so exciting lol jeez! Then this morning was Avatar and what I love is how he explains the meaning of everything so I understand the movie and not just what I am watching but the meaning behind it.. He is a deep thinker.. like his mama and we have a good ole time! I love that kid he brings a complete sense of peace and calm and sunshine every minute he is around. What a blessing he is to me and then Jordy mister party central he stopped by at midnight last night and picked up a pizza I saved for them for snack and took it to his friends house to spend the night. Louie is asleep in his little cabin and Im feeling great. I am finishing a book called the dance of anger and that has really been a God send to me. In the middle of all the drama you forget that you have a right to be happy, to be respected, to be loved, to be exactly who you are with no apologies or explanations and when people act out towards you it is about them it is not about you. That is so hard to process, that it's ok to be you even faults and all and especially for me, being a poor communicator verbally, being co dependent in some relationships like I am because so much is at stake in the ones where I am not sure where I stand... I'm going to finish this and then on to the next one which is about being a better communicator and being clear in the face of opposition-- I am going to finish those before making any big decisions. I need to finish them. This week is going to be 60 every day and time to get out and walk and enjoy the blossoms and buds. Im going to enjoy my springtime and this beautiful season. Im going to get an ice cream and then on to business for tomorrow. Been a sweet weekend and probably the last. I did great so far this month but can do better fo sho!